Checks the date... Oh wow, it's been two weeks since I last updated this thing. I am bored of studying...
This entry goes out to anyone who happens to be taking a break from revision or bored of studying and just happen to read my blog...
ALL THE BEST! GANBATTE! JIA YOU! YOU CAN DO IT!
Maybe you're feeling you can't finish studying on time. Maybe you're feeling you don't think you can achieve that CAP that you want. Well...
NO FEAR!
Follow these simple steps:
1) Do'a. It works. If you don't ask for it, then how can you expect it to be given to you. And, it corrects your niat in all that you pursue.
2) Usaha and Ikhtiar. Well, you can't just ask and hope for a miracle rite? You gotta work on it! Do what you can and do your best! Then, for those you can't manage to do? How? Which brings us to the next point...
3) Tawakkal. Have faith in Allah that the best will turn out. Of course, you can't just do this step and ignore the first two steps... it just wouldn't work. Have faith in what you have tried your best doing!
Haha, just sharing some thoughts. Actually, I'm more telling this to myself than anyone else... Once again, all the best, everyone! I pray that you all will achieve what you want in life. =)
After this small test in life, we can all enjoy!
And I look forward to spending quality and blissful times with you.
Interesting quote for the day:
"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending" - Maria Robinson
Friday, April 25, 2008
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Having some sense knocked into me
"Okay, one person will be in front. The other two will kick. Only one time; a quick one. The one in front will try to catch and buat bantingan or sapuan (throw or sweep). If you kick and don't pull back quick enough and get caught, try to resist. The one that catch but cannot banting, will then counter."
Everyone was stunned. Oh okay, that's something new. Well, I need to practise striking fast and pulling back my leg anyway. Then there was laughter, cos I was grouped with Raiyan and Jason. The two heavy-weights and me being relatively close-to-nothing weight... a difference of at least 5 classes. Could it get any worse than this?
Raiyan was in front first. My lightweight is apparent from being easily thrown. I could be made like a rag doll if he wanted to. At least I could get some kicks in.
Then, it was Jason. First few was okay. Then it happened. He caught my leg. And in a blur, he did a very high 'Nike' throw, almost likening the 'sandwich' throw Abang Azmi did on Fahmi. I think I flew... Then I landed... HARD... on the side of my head first on the edge of the mat... a few inches from the hard floor... A flash of white... A moment of numbness... Then, a throbbing pain. I was dizzy in pain. The impact on the left side of my body was overcome by the pain in my head. I opened my eyes and the room was spinning. The first words I heard, besides the "You okay?"s, were from Hanan:
"Ah kan... siapa nak buat mathematical equations dia sekarang..."
I wanted to laugh. But I couldn't. I sat up and held my face/head. It felt like it swelled up but of course, it didn't. Pain screws your perception. I stood up and my vision was veered to my right... Like there's a something blocking my left eye. They asked me to sit down and get a drink. In a trance-like state, I did. I was like, is there something wrong with my specs? Cos really, my vision was veered to my right... laid it down...macam okay. After some adjustments, it felt better. Came back and Raiyan now tells Jason to control his strength. Jason apologised. I forgave him. I don't think it's so much his fault. I'm so light that you can really throw me without much effort. He didn't throw me after that.
I was dazed for the whole night... even until I got home. I never thought my weight would be such a problem. Heck, I got thrown so much by Zul, durng King training, that it was embarassing. Well, I can learn to be less reckless in my attacks and pull back faster. Haha, but when you're tiny and try to resist the metaphorical giant, it's just plain demoralising.
And yes, I got some sense knocked into me. A slap back to reality. I always remember that any hardship one face is probably a test from Allah or a reminder cos you've been straying away from the true path. I've been slacking in my work... like seriously... wasted time alot... a sin I'm guilty of. I needed the push to focus. Coincidentally, I wanted to start from today. So the hardship and pain I got from that throw is like a reminder for me.
WAKE UP!
I still feel kinda dazed now. Hopefully my memory not affected. Haha. All the best to everyone! Selamat berjuang! Strive on!
Interesting quote for the day:
"Snap back to reality...Oh, there goes gravity"
-lyrics from 'Lose Yourself' by Eminem
Well, for me, gravity went off first, I 'flew' and then, I got that smack of reality.
Everyone was stunned. Oh okay, that's something new. Well, I need to practise striking fast and pulling back my leg anyway. Then there was laughter, cos I was grouped with Raiyan and Jason. The two heavy-weights and me being relatively close-to-nothing weight... a difference of at least 5 classes. Could it get any worse than this?
Raiyan was in front first. My lightweight is apparent from being easily thrown. I could be made like a rag doll if he wanted to. At least I could get some kicks in.
Then, it was Jason. First few was okay. Then it happened. He caught my leg. And in a blur, he did a very high 'Nike' throw, almost likening the 'sandwich' throw Abang Azmi did on Fahmi. I think I flew... Then I landed... HARD... on the side of my head first on the edge of the mat... a few inches from the hard floor... A flash of white... A moment of numbness... Then, a throbbing pain. I was dizzy in pain. The impact on the left side of my body was overcome by the pain in my head. I opened my eyes and the room was spinning. The first words I heard, besides the "You okay?"s, were from Hanan:
"Ah kan... siapa nak buat mathematical equations dia sekarang..."
I wanted to laugh. But I couldn't. I sat up and held my face/head. It felt like it swelled up but of course, it didn't. Pain screws your perception. I stood up and my vision was veered to my right... Like there's a something blocking my left eye. They asked me to sit down and get a drink. In a trance-like state, I did. I was like, is there something wrong with my specs? Cos really, my vision was veered to my right... laid it down...macam okay. After some adjustments, it felt better. Came back and Raiyan now tells Jason to control his strength. Jason apologised. I forgave him. I don't think it's so much his fault. I'm so light that you can really throw me without much effort. He didn't throw me after that.
I was dazed for the whole night... even until I got home. I never thought my weight would be such a problem. Heck, I got thrown so much by Zul, durng King training, that it was embarassing. Well, I can learn to be less reckless in my attacks and pull back faster. Haha, but when you're tiny and try to resist the metaphorical giant, it's just plain demoralising.
And yes, I got some sense knocked into me. A slap back to reality. I always remember that any hardship one face is probably a test from Allah or a reminder cos you've been straying away from the true path. I've been slacking in my work... like seriously... wasted time alot... a sin I'm guilty of. I needed the push to focus. Coincidentally, I wanted to start from today. So the hardship and pain I got from that throw is like a reminder for me.
WAKE UP!
I still feel kinda dazed now. Hopefully my memory not affected. Haha. All the best to everyone! Selamat berjuang! Strive on!
Interesting quote for the day:
"Snap back to reality...Oh, there goes gravity"
-lyrics from 'Lose Yourself' by Eminem
Well, for me, gravity went off first, I 'flew' and then, I got that smack of reality.
Monday, April 7, 2008
Hit and Run
*brushes off the cobwebs and dust on the blog*
Been long since I updated the blog. Many things have been going on, just that I don't have the time to blog. So I shall do a quick one. Bite-size.
Less than a month to exams
Many Birthdays this month, including but not limited to: Fahmi, Fadzli Chong, Zul. The gang has obviously planned something for each of them.
My abang bought a Honda Stream and my kakak bought a Mazda, all this week.
Kimi Raikkonen, Felipe Massa, Ferrari doing good in Formula 1. Well, maybe not the best but I shall still support them. 1-2 finish at Bahrain. Will it be a 1-2 finish for the spuspus?
The zip for Adidas sling bag broke. Not even a year... Hopefully I'll get a shop to fix it. So I'll be carrying a backpack... feels abit different...
CM1131 mid-term test was pretty badly done in my opinion... I passed but it pales in comparison to the above 80 scorers. Help... Shall try my best.
When will lab reports end?
It's been a month, and I'm enjoying every moment of it. Thank you.
That's all I have to say... for now. May not be online as often, so don't miss me. *avoids the rotten tomatoes thrown*
Interesting quote for the day:
"I doubt therefore I might be" - seen on a card.
Been long since I updated the blog. Many things have been going on, just that I don't have the time to blog. So I shall do a quick one. Bite-size.
Less than a month to exams
Many Birthdays this month, including but not limited to: Fahmi, Fadzli Chong, Zul. The gang has obviously planned something for each of them.
My abang bought a Honda Stream and my kakak bought a Mazda, all this week.
Kimi Raikkonen, Felipe Massa, Ferrari doing good in Formula 1. Well, maybe not the best but I shall still support them. 1-2 finish at Bahrain. Will it be a 1-2 finish for the spuspus?
The zip for Adidas sling bag broke. Not even a year... Hopefully I'll get a shop to fix it. So I'll be carrying a backpack... feels abit different...
CM1131 mid-term test was pretty badly done in my opinion... I passed but it pales in comparison to the above 80 scorers. Help... Shall try my best.
When will lab reports end?
It's been a month, and I'm enjoying every moment of it. Thank you.
That's all I have to say... for now. May not be online as often, so don't miss me. *avoids the rotten tomatoes thrown*
Interesting quote for the day:
"I doubt therefore I might be" - seen on a card.
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